What a bang up weekend, woke up yesterday with the stomach flu, a little sumpin my Grandman passed on to me on Friday, oh well. This meant staying in bed all day yesterday watching The Food Network and TLC- Sarah Palin's Alaska, YECH!! Sorry, even being an Alaskan Resident for 12 years of my life, I could not handle watching it... So effing what, you are a redneck girl-camp, fish, hunt- so do we and I live in North Idaho.
What really got me yesterday was a phone call from my daughter, my son-in-law is taking a job in Nevada, she and the Grandman will be driving down with him and hanging out for the week. Buuuahhhh, sniff, sniff. I knew what this meant before I even had time to reply to her. Oh Wow, that's great, good for him got himself a job, too cool. is really code for Oh My God you guys will be moving down there and I will only get to see my Grandman twice a year. Shit!! Total devastation for this Mossie, not to mention I am worried shitless about them making the 11 hr drive down there. They leave Tues. Crushed!!
Monday, January 10, 2011
Friday, January 7, 2011
Needing a cheer section
Well, here it goes. Starting a blog has been on my mind for a few months now, many changes the past few years, part of the cycle of life, of my life that is. I am a grandmother of a wonderful little boy- my Grandman...the one person in my life that I love unconditionally. There are no expectations that have been placed on him except that he loves his Mossie. I wasn't the ideal Mama but I was a good one, considering I was a single one for three years while the kids were teenagers. I was a daily journal writer during the separation, divorce, and the aftermath of the divorce. An extreme amount of anger and sadness at the death of my marriage forced me to try and rid myself of the emotions that at sometimes were overwhelming.
Six years later I am feeling like I am banging my head against a wall, spinning in circles and not moving forward in my life- not happy with life at this time, actually extremely bored with it. I constantly feel as if people come to me to be their personal little cheerleader- You can do this, rah rah, GO TEAM! Where the hell is my cheering section?
Mossie
Six years later I am feeling like I am banging my head against a wall, spinning in circles and not moving forward in my life- not happy with life at this time, actually extremely bored with it. I constantly feel as if people come to me to be their personal little cheerleader- You can do this, rah rah, GO TEAM! Where the hell is my cheering section?
Mossie
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