Well, here it goes. Starting a blog has been on my mind for a few months now, many changes the past few years, part of the cycle of life, of my life that is. I am a grandmother of a wonderful little boy- my Grandman...the one person in my life that I love unconditionally. There are no expectations that have been placed on him except that he loves his Mossie. I wasn't the ideal Mama but I was a good one, considering I was a single one for three years while the kids were teenagers. I was a daily journal writer during the separation, divorce, and the aftermath of the divorce. An extreme amount of anger and sadness at the death of my marriage forced me to try and rid myself of the emotions that at sometimes were overwhelming.
Six years later I am feeling like I am banging my head against a wall, spinning in circles and not moving forward in my life- not happy with life at this time, actually extremely bored with it. I constantly feel as if people come to me to be their personal little cheerleader- You can do this, rah rah, GO TEAM! Where the hell is my cheering section?
Mossie
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